The concert was a good one. I thank those who shouted for me for support but the last one was too overboard. I feel guilty for not telling those who came to support me to not shout for me.
Okay that one aside, first of all I want to thank the following people:
1. Honglaoshi
Thank you for always fixing my dizis for me and teaching me and guiding me! You are a great teacher and thanks for encouraging me before the start of the concert! You are a great teacher :D
2. Linlaoshi
Thank you for helping me lian the yueergao part and constantly encouraging the CO! YOU'RE MARVELLOUS. You're Mr Nice, I agree. You have never scolded us no matter how noisy we are so thank you very much :D
3. Mrs Ee
Thank you for being there with the whole CO and guiding us along. You have encouraged us throughout the whole concert journey and leading us to achieve what was achieved yesterday!
Thank you to all the teacher in charge, my section, batchmates juniors seniors grand seniors grand^n seniors and NYCO and all the supporting crews and everyone of my friends and family who were there.
I made the most number of mistakes yesterday or else it will be so perfect for everyone else. Hais, I enjoyed myself, I was super nervous when I first went out Shi Jia and honglaoshi encouraged me the most! Fennie and Sally and Yi Xin and all the seniors too (: You all are great!
I was so nervous until qinwang but at huamulan it was fine until THAT STUPID NOTE! AHHHH screams I am stupid to not check the dimo. ):
Although that male voice caused rumours to be spreaded around I don't really care even though I am fuming currently. People really have to watch their mouths and find out the real thing before saying.
1. I don't have a boyfriend, never had.
2. If you witness me with someone then maybe you ren cuo ren.
3. I know it's my fault to not tell my friends and family to not shout for me.
4. There's not much to infer from a GO KENG FANG.
5. Rumours of me having a boyfriend came out right after the voice, so it's kinda?... childish I guess.
okay, I really had fun yesterday and thank everyone who came.
Klara for the chocolates and flowers
Sherena for the flowers
Jing Yi for the flowers and the bear
Wing Shan for the flowers
Wan Ting and Pamela and Phyllis for the chocolate
Sec fours for the sweets
Twins for the letter and sweets
Carina for the letters
Liu Chang for the tibits for the whole section
Lilaoshi for the rock candy
Yi Xin for the letter
and the list goes on for hugs and well wishes! THANK YOU EVERYONE.
Everything is just so perfect minusing the stupid rumours :D
lastly thank you to my batchmates and my family :D
Sunday, July 18, 2010
The concert was a good one. I thank those who shouted for me for support but the last one was too overboard. I feel guilty for not telling those who came to support me to not shout for me.
Okay that one aside, first of all I want to thank the following people:
1. Honglaoshi
Thank you for always fixing my dizis for me and teaching me and guiding me! You are a great teacher and thanks for encouraging me before the start of the concert! You are a great teacher :D
2. Linlaoshi
Thank you for helping me lian the yueergao part and constantly encouraging the CO! YOU'RE MARVELLOUS. You're Mr Nice, I agree. You have never scolded us no matter how noisy we are so thank you very much :D
3. Mrs Ee
Thank you for being there with the whole CO and guiding us along. You have encouraged us throughout the whole concert journey and leading us to achieve what was achieved yesterday!
Thank you to all the teacher in charge, my section, batchmates juniors seniors grand seniors grand^n seniors and NYCO and all the supporting crews and everyone of my friends and family who were there.
I made the most number of mistakes yesterday or else it will be so perfect for everyone else. Hais, I enjoyed myself, I was super nervous when I first went out Shi Jia and honglaoshi encouraged me the most! Fennie and Sally and Yi Xin and all the seniors too (: You all are great!
I was so nervous until qinwang but at huamulan it was fine until THAT STUPID NOTE! AHHHH screams I am stupid to not check the dimo. ):
Although that male voice caused rumours to be spreaded around I don't really care even though I am fuming currently. People really have to watch their mouths and find out the real thing before saying.
1. I don't have a boyfriend, never had.
2. If you witness me with someone then maybe you ren cuo ren.
3. I know it's my fault to not tell my friends and family to not shout for me.
4. There's not much to infer from a GO KENG FANG.
5. Rumours of me having a boyfriend came out right after the voice, so it's kinda?... childish I guess.
okay, I really had fun yesterday and thank everyone who came.
Klara for the chocolates and flowers
Sherena for the flowers
Jing Yi for the flowers and the bear
Wing Shan for the flowers
Wan Ting and Pamela and Phyllis for the chocolate
Sec fours for the sweets
Twins for the letter and sweets
Carina for the letters
Liu Chang for the tibits for the whole section
Lilaoshi for the rock candy
Yi Xin for the letter
and the list goes on for hugs and well wishes! THANK YOU EVERYONE.
Everything is just so perfect minusing the stupid rumours :D
lastly thank you to my batchmates and my family :D
Okay that one aside, first of all I want to thank the following people:
1. Honglaoshi
Thank you for always fixing my dizis for me and teaching me and guiding me! You are a great teacher and thanks for encouraging me before the start of the concert! You are a great teacher :D
2. Linlaoshi
Thank you for helping me lian the yueergao part and constantly encouraging the CO! YOU'RE MARVELLOUS. You're Mr Nice, I agree. You have never scolded us no matter how noisy we are so thank you very much :D
3. Mrs Ee
Thank you for being there with the whole CO and guiding us along. You have encouraged us throughout the whole concert journey and leading us to achieve what was achieved yesterday!
Thank you to all the teacher in charge, my section, batchmates juniors seniors grand seniors grand^n seniors and NYCO and all the supporting crews and everyone of my friends and family who were there.
I made the most number of mistakes yesterday or else it will be so perfect for everyone else. Hais, I enjoyed myself, I was super nervous when I first went out Shi Jia and honglaoshi encouraged me the most! Fennie and Sally and Yi Xin and all the seniors too (: You all are great!
I was so nervous until qinwang but at huamulan it was fine until THAT STUPID NOTE! AHHHH screams I am stupid to not check the dimo. ):
Although that male voice caused rumours to be spreaded around I don't really care even though I am fuming currently. People really have to watch their mouths and find out the real thing before saying.
1. I don't have a boyfriend, never had.
2. If you witness me with someone then maybe you ren cuo ren.
3. I know it's my fault to not tell my friends and family to not shout for me.
4. There's not much to infer from a GO KENG FANG.
5. Rumours of me having a boyfriend came out right after the voice, so it's kinda?... childish I guess.
okay, I really had fun yesterday and thank everyone who came.
Klara for the chocolates and flowers
Sherena for the flowers
Jing Yi for the flowers and the bear
Wing Shan for the flowers
Wan Ting and Pamela and Phyllis for the chocolate
Sec fours for the sweets
Twins for the letter and sweets
Carina for the letters
Liu Chang for the tibits for the whole section
Lilaoshi for the rock candy
Yi Xin for the letter
and the list goes on for hugs and well wishes! THANK YOU EVERYONE.
Everything is just so perfect minusing the stupid rumours :D
lastly thank you to my batchmates and my family :D
Friday, May 28, 2010
HELLO I'M BACK like finally.
I unlocked my blog because I think it's really terrible to lock your blog like maybe your good friends if I have any wanted to read your blog and realised it's locked they will feel damn sad.
I am posting this in conjunction with Amanda's post.
Who can define friendship now. I am doing a chinese survey on relationships like kinship love and friendship. Many people can tell me friendship means this means that but sometimes words DO NOT reflect their actions. It's irritating. I think maybe I am really irritating so people really dislike me fine, I'm okay with it. Maybe I'm not a fun person okay fine I take it.
But the problem, I swear that I am a person whom you can confide and actually listens to people's sorrow and rant. I believe that I treat people trufully. I think what you're giving to others you should expect others to give you back.
It is not sensical that when you gossip about someone you want someone not to gossip about you or when you confide in someone you just give people the what's your problem attitude. I know that friends shouldn't be calculative but I seriously don't understand what are friends? Friends are people that you go to say and say EH I HATE THAT BITCH LOR DAMN IRRITATING or OMG JACK NEO IS LIKE DAMN HOT! then both of you will agree and stuff?
Are friends really those whom always do project with you and yeah maybe gossip with you and stuff. The meaning of friendship is totally blurred.
To me friends are people who will be there no matter what, they will always look for you even if it's the simplest thing like they need to go toilet. They are not people who eats with you this week and the following week they change to another person. Friends are not people who keep on complaining to you but when you feel sad they will just go oh okay or must as well ignore you. Friends do not gossip about you, they tell you straight in the face what's wrong with you and the friend WILL accept and change. Friends will not gossip is because they understand each other. But I know it's rather difficult not to gossip.
Friendship is one of the essence of our lives. People whom now you gossip with and have fun with and FULL STOP will not last long. They enjoy each other's company because it's enjoyable but when it comes to sad things these so called friends will not stay by they will not give a shit of how sad you are.
Friendship should be in the purest form like really a friend will stay by you when you're sad and have fun with you when you're happy. A friend will not come to you when she needs help in a subject but when she wanna study with you! A friend will hate the person you hate and tell you that you're wrong if you are wrong.
I miss primary school, I miss Hui Yi, I miss Amanda, I miss Yi Lin, I miss Kai Wei, I miss Hui Er, I miss Ben, I miss JH, I miss Nat, I miss Fang Lian, I miss Gina, I miss Wynnette, I miss Elvin! ):
I miss us when we cried together in the prefect room I miss us ): I want the pure friendship now. )):
I unlocked my blog because I think it's really terrible to lock your blog like maybe your good friends if I have any wanted to read your blog and realised it's locked they will feel damn sad.
I am posting this in conjunction with Amanda's post.
Who can define friendship now. I am doing a chinese survey on relationships like kinship love and friendship. Many people can tell me friendship means this means that but sometimes words DO NOT reflect their actions. It's irritating. I think maybe I am really irritating so people really dislike me fine, I'm okay with it. Maybe I'm not a fun person okay fine I take it.
But the problem, I swear that I am a person whom you can confide and actually listens to people's sorrow and rant. I believe that I treat people trufully. I think what you're giving to others you should expect others to give you back.
It is not sensical that when you gossip about someone you want someone not to gossip about you or when you confide in someone you just give people the what's your problem attitude. I know that friends shouldn't be calculative but I seriously don't understand what are friends? Friends are people that you go to say and say EH I HATE THAT BITCH LOR DAMN IRRITATING or OMG JACK NEO IS LIKE DAMN HOT! then both of you will agree and stuff?
Are friends really those whom always do project with you and yeah maybe gossip with you and stuff. The meaning of friendship is totally blurred.
To me friends are people who will be there no matter what, they will always look for you even if it's the simplest thing like they need to go toilet. They are not people who eats with you this week and the following week they change to another person. Friends are not people who keep on complaining to you but when you feel sad they will just go oh okay or must as well ignore you. Friends do not gossip about you, they tell you straight in the face what's wrong with you and the friend WILL accept and change. Friends will not gossip is because they understand each other. But I know it's rather difficult not to gossip.
Friendship is one of the essence of our lives. People whom now you gossip with and have fun with and FULL STOP will not last long. They enjoy each other's company because it's enjoyable but when it comes to sad things these so called friends will not stay by they will not give a shit of how sad you are.
Friendship should be in the purest form like really a friend will stay by you when you're sad and have fun with you when you're happy. A friend will not come to you when she needs help in a subject but when she wanna study with you! A friend will hate the person you hate and tell you that you're wrong if you are wrong.
I miss primary school, I miss Hui Yi, I miss Amanda, I miss Yi Lin, I miss Kai Wei, I miss Hui Er, I miss Ben, I miss JH, I miss Nat, I miss Fang Lian, I miss Gina, I miss Wynnette, I miss Elvin! ):
I miss us when we cried together in the prefect room I miss us ): I want the pure friendship now. )):
HELLO I'M BACK like finally.
I unlocked my blog because I think it's really terrible to lock your blog like maybe your good friends if I have any wanted to read your blog and realised it's locked they will feel damn sad.
I am posting this in conjunction with Amanda's post.
Who can define friendship now. I am doing a chinese survey on relationships like kinship love and friendship. Many people can tell me friendship means this means that but sometimes words DO NOT reflect their actions. It's irritating. I think maybe I am really irritating so people really dislike me fine, I'm okay with it. Maybe I'm not a fun person okay fine I take it.
But the problem, I swear that I am a person whom you can confide and actually listens to people's sorrow and rant. I believe that I treat people trufully. I think what you're giving to others you should expect others to give you back.
It is not sensical that when you gossip about someone you want someone not to gossip about you or when you confide in someone you just give people the what's your problem attitude. I know that friends shouldn't be calculative but I seriously don't understand what are friends? Friends are people that you go to say and say EH I HATE THAT BITCH LOR DAMN IRRITATING or OMG JACK NEO IS LIKE DAMN HOT! then both of you will agree and stuff?
Are friends really those whom always do project with you and yeah maybe gossip with you and stuff. The meaning of friendship is totally blurred.
To me friends are people who will be there no matter what, they will always look for you even if it's the simplest thing like they need to go toilet. They are not people who eats with you this week and the following week they change to another person. Friends are not people who keep on complaining to you but when you feel sad they will just go oh okay or must as well ignore you. Friends do not gossip about you, they tell you straight in the face what's wrong with you and the friend WILL accept and change. Friends will not gossip is because they understand each other. But I know it's rather difficult not to gossip.
Friendship is one of the essence of our lives. People whom now you gossip with and have fun with and FULL STOP will not last long. They enjoy each other's company because it's enjoyable but when it comes to sad things these so called friends will not stay by they will not give a shit of how sad you are.
Friendship should be in the purest form like really a friend will stay by you when you're sad and have fun with you when you're happy. A friend will not come to you when she needs help in a subject but when she wanna study with you! A friend will hate the person you hate and tell you that you're wrong if you are wrong.
I miss primary school, I miss Hui Yi, I miss Amanda, I miss Yi Lin, I miss Kai Wei, I miss Hui Er, I miss Ben, I miss JH, I miss Nat, I miss Fang Lian, I miss Gina, I miss Wynnette, I miss Elvin! ):
I miss us when we cried together in the prefect room I miss us ): I want the pure friendship now. )):
I unlocked my blog because I think it's really terrible to lock your blog like maybe your good friends if I have any wanted to read your blog and realised it's locked they will feel damn sad.
I am posting this in conjunction with Amanda's post.
Who can define friendship now. I am doing a chinese survey on relationships like kinship love and friendship. Many people can tell me friendship means this means that but sometimes words DO NOT reflect their actions. It's irritating. I think maybe I am really irritating so people really dislike me fine, I'm okay with it. Maybe I'm not a fun person okay fine I take it.
But the problem, I swear that I am a person whom you can confide and actually listens to people's sorrow and rant. I believe that I treat people trufully. I think what you're giving to others you should expect others to give you back.
It is not sensical that when you gossip about someone you want someone not to gossip about you or when you confide in someone you just give people the what's your problem attitude. I know that friends shouldn't be calculative but I seriously don't understand what are friends? Friends are people that you go to say and say EH I HATE THAT BITCH LOR DAMN IRRITATING or OMG JACK NEO IS LIKE DAMN HOT! then both of you will agree and stuff?
Are friends really those whom always do project with you and yeah maybe gossip with you and stuff. The meaning of friendship is totally blurred.
To me friends are people who will be there no matter what, they will always look for you even if it's the simplest thing like they need to go toilet. They are not people who eats with you this week and the following week they change to another person. Friends are not people who keep on complaining to you but when you feel sad they will just go oh okay or must as well ignore you. Friends do not gossip about you, they tell you straight in the face what's wrong with you and the friend WILL accept and change. Friends will not gossip is because they understand each other. But I know it's rather difficult not to gossip.
Friendship is one of the essence of our lives. People whom now you gossip with and have fun with and FULL STOP will not last long. They enjoy each other's company because it's enjoyable but when it comes to sad things these so called friends will not stay by they will not give a shit of how sad you are.
Friendship should be in the purest form like really a friend will stay by you when you're sad and have fun with you when you're happy. A friend will not come to you when she needs help in a subject but when she wanna study with you! A friend will hate the person you hate and tell you that you're wrong if you are wrong.
I miss primary school, I miss Hui Yi, I miss Amanda, I miss Yi Lin, I miss Kai Wei, I miss Hui Er, I miss Ben, I miss JH, I miss Nat, I miss Fang Lian, I miss Gina, I miss Wynnette, I miss Elvin! ):
I miss us when we cried together in the prefect room I miss us ): I want the pure friendship now. )):
Saturday, April 24, 2010
A: "have you studied?"
B: "nope"
-during lunch-
A saw B reading her dictionary thick notes after coming back from lunch and her check list says:
Chemistry
Biology
Maths
Chinese
LA
IH
Physics (last chapter)
A: -.-
what I am trying to say here? WTF, study then study lah, what's the point of saying you didn't. I know I shouldn't ask but in Nanyang it's normal to ask right, it's like giving yourself a motivation to study but I don't understand why some people just DO NOT admit that they had studied. It is so irritating.
you study 95% I didn't. So now I ask you you tell me "nope haven't!!!!" what's the point? it's not like I heard that you studied I will go home and study everything right. I will merely say "so yong gong!!!" then that's it.
Are you afraid that people will outwin you or are you afraid that you will not be the first in lead? -.-
IRRITATING MAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX GRRRR.
B: "nope"
-during lunch-
A saw B reading her dictionary thick notes after coming back from lunch and her check list says:
Biology
Maths
Chinese
LA
IH
Physics (last chapter)
A: -.-
what I am trying to say here? WTF, study then study lah, what's the point of saying you didn't. I know I shouldn't ask but in Nanyang it's normal to ask right, it's like giving yourself a motivation to study but I don't understand why some people just DO NOT admit that they had studied. It is so irritating.
you study 95% I didn't. So now I ask you you tell me "nope haven't!!!!" what's the point? it's not like I heard that you studied I will go home and study everything right. I will merely say "so yong gong!!!" then that's it.
Are you afraid that people will outwin you or are you afraid that you will not be the first in lead? -.-
IRRITATING MAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX GRRRR.
A: "have you studied?"
B: "nope"
-during lunch-
A saw B reading her dictionary thick notes after coming back from lunch and her check list says:
Chemistry
Biology
Maths
Chinese
LA
IH
Physics (last chapter)
A: -.-
what I am trying to say here? WTF, study then study lah, what's the point of saying you didn't. I know I shouldn't ask but in Nanyang it's normal to ask right, it's like giving yourself a motivation to study but I don't understand why some people just DO NOT admit that they had studied. It is so irritating.
you study 95% I didn't. So now I ask you you tell me "nope haven't!!!!" what's the point? it's not like I heard that you studied I will go home and study everything right. I will merely say "so yong gong!!!" then that's it.
Are you afraid that people will outwin you or are you afraid that you will not be the first in lead? -.-
IRRITATING MAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX GRRRR.
B: "nope"
-during lunch-
A saw B reading her dictionary thick notes after coming back from lunch and her check list says:
Biology
Maths
Chinese
LA
IH
Physics (last chapter)
A: -.-
what I am trying to say here? WTF, study then study lah, what's the point of saying you didn't. I know I shouldn't ask but in Nanyang it's normal to ask right, it's like giving yourself a motivation to study but I don't understand why some people just DO NOT admit that they had studied. It is so irritating.
you study 95% I didn't. So now I ask you you tell me "nope haven't!!!!" what's the point? it's not like I heard that you studied I will go home and study everything right. I will merely say "so yong gong!!!" then that's it.
Are you afraid that people will outwin you or are you afraid that you will not be the first in lead? -.-
IRRITATING MAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX GRRRR.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
I am so mad tired, finally back to my blogger eh. Has been updating my tumblr often with nice pictures and no work though. I was glued to this particular person's blog.
Poor thing I must say, or maybe is just my own problem. People all have high expectations of themselves and I expect what I think is expectable. How sad is my life.
I feel tensed upon thinking the comm interview that I will get. It's the stupid feeling that I wont get it again. Whatever alright. I'm tired already.
Every recess would just sit in class and be some loner then getting frustrated that I can't solve my coordinate geometry and it's less that 2 weeks countdown to blocks and I have not started on any revision. I do not want to retain with reference to today's SPA which the best fit line was totally screwed. I am so mad tired and drained. I need to push myself and try to be better.
I need to find my direction in life, I need the confidence. I need a lot of things to pick myself up. I miss my best friends. I miss the me who will try hard to get everything I want. Why can I almost top the school in P3 and now I can't even pass my simple maths quizzes?
I need to reflect I need to think. I do not think that it's because I am stupid, just that I am lack of a goal and I am lazy. But how to change one's mindset? I am worried.
I hope things get better. I know it can. Let's pray let's hope.
Poor thing I must say, or maybe is just my own problem. People all have high expectations of themselves and I expect what I think is expectable. How sad is my life.
I feel tensed upon thinking the comm interview that I will get. It's the stupid feeling that I wont get it again. Whatever alright. I'm tired already.
Every recess would just sit in class and be some loner then getting frustrated that I can't solve my coordinate geometry and it's less that 2 weeks countdown to blocks and I have not started on any revision. I do not want to retain with reference to today's SPA which the best fit line was totally screwed. I am so mad tired and drained. I need to push myself and try to be better.
I need to find my direction in life, I need the confidence. I need a lot of things to pick myself up. I miss my best friends. I miss the me who will try hard to get everything I want. Why can I almost top the school in P3 and now I can't even pass my simple maths quizzes?
I need to reflect I need to think. I do not think that it's because I am stupid, just that I am lack of a goal and I am lazy. But how to change one's mindset? I am worried.
I hope things get better. I know it can. Let's pray let's hope.
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